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Re: A different view « Reply #495 on Jun 1, 2009, 10:14am »
Turasho felt her hand push him away, he took a couple steps back before his back hit the railing of the porch. He looked down, letting his hair fall in front of his face. He didn't say anything, why was everything he did wrong? Why couldn't he just be... normal...
He didn't look at Ana, he didn't even think about it, he turned away from her and walked across the patio and down the steps into the grass. He then walked, just walked away. It was how he acted he got away from things he couldn't understand, Ana's emotions were one of them. He tried to help and she had pushed him away. He showed her that even through his life was one horrible memory after another, he made it, so should she. She just didn't understand, and at that moment he began to run.
He ran 'till he couldn't breath and his feet hurt, but he was somewhere familiar. He knew he was alive, but he felt cold, dead. He caught his breath before he slowly turned on the dirt road. He then felt a shadowed darkness surround him. He tried to stay warm but only got colder. Sitting in front of him was that painful memory from his childhood. All it was now was ashes and rubble, but sitting there was his life, at least the side of him that was full of emotion. It hurt so bad to look at it. It was his whole reason why he wanted peace between the Shinigami and the Bounto, all his life's work, his training, and his only father-figure.
He stood there and just stared at it for a second before taking slow steps, he had to get over his past and look to the future, whatever it was. He knelt down and scooped up some of the ashes into his hand, letting the ashes flow through his hands.
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Re: A different view « Reply #496 on Jun 1, 2009, 5:47pm »
Ana blinked over and over. She was looking to the ground frowning. She had no idea Turasho had walked off on her and had left her on the patio alone. She shook her head a little and blinked before looking up and then fell onto her knees. Her hands were out before her on the ground so she didn’t fall over, as Turasho’s life flashed before her eyes coming and fading.
When it all finally stopped, the world around Ana was spinning. That had hurt a lot. She could still fell it eating away at her trying to burn into her body and brain and leave a mark on her. Well it had. As she closed her eyes trying to stop the world from spinning around she took in some slow deep breaths just to keep herself calm.
Within a few moments she was sitting on her legs and looked up. She cursed a word out loud and rubbed her head. Ok so she suddenly had seen her boy friends life before her. That was creepy. What made it all worse was Ana kept, had, seen herself beside him at every turn, both past and future. She saw him always get up and move on, she felt weak, hopeless, like she had no knowledge on death or life, on how to protect someone. Turasho. He had knowledge on that. He had gotten up when time had gotten bad for him, he had killed people and protected people, he had saved people’s lives, he’d pushed through the darkness and was still doing so… he seemed to never rest, his suffering seemed to never end.
Ana got to her feet and looked around. She had to find him before who knew he might do something stupid. Problem was, where was he or where would he be. She sighed and followed down the patio before walking along, she wanted to go to sleep but she had to find him first, she could not put herself first, not now.
She could do this, she just had to try look back on Turasho’s life, anything that happened here, some place he might be. She closed her eyes but quickly opened them again. No. She didn’t want to look back. Not yet. She’d keep walking and hopefully she’d find him, just get a feel of the town, hopefully when she crossed something it would be easier to focus on one memory which would make it easier to find him. She was not sure, she didn’t know what she was doing really. She just ran, dragging her feet after her, making sure they moved, looking down every path for any hint of Turasho.
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Re: A different view « Reply #497 on Jun 2, 2009, 10:43pm »
Turasho let his knees hit the ground as he scooped up the ashes, the wind picked up and they blew into the breeze. He looked up at the moon, he knew today would be hard. His childhood was hard, his whole life was hard. But he pushed on because he was going to be great. He had a feeling. He stood up but didn't notice that Ana was just around the corner of some bushes.
He kept his gaze on the moon and prayed, he prayed to whoever was listening. He was very quiet and soft, his voice calm. " Please, if anybody is listening, I need somebody to say this to..." he let some ash fall from his hand, " I really want somebody up there to protect her, I mean, I'm strong but I won't always be there and I don't want her hurt. I need somebody to tell gramps I'm sorry for yelling at him, and to Ming for being so mean to her when all she tried to do was love me. " he paused and dropped his head, " and for everything good, have somebody watch over that idiot Ichigo, his intentions are always good but, sometimes he trips and stuff. The guys clumsy. " he sighed, But most of all, please let Ana know that I love her."
He let all the ashes fall into the wind, " just help her understand that I'm a bit messed up and twisted and I'm not really sure what love is, or how to show it, or how to control myself. Help her understand that I want to be with her forever even if I make some stupid choices and bad mistakes. Let her guide me to something better that this miserable life I live, please, if nothing else, let her show me something better than this..."
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Re: A different view « Reply #498 on Jun 2, 2009, 11:48pm »
Ana looked around running in a circle before looking down some more alleyways and then sighed. Finally stopping. She rested her hands on her knees, how hard was it to find one person. Bloody hard that’s how hard it was, especially when that person just ran with unbelievable speed, it was crazy, Turasho was crazy, but he was who he was, Ana understood that, sometimes she forgot it. She closed her eyes taking in a few deep breaths and then looked up to the night air. She stood straight again and then walked around slowly, ok she had to stop running for the moment, take it a little easy.
She slowed down looking around and frowned, she felt like she knew this place but she didn’t, she’d never been here. Ah… stupid brain overloaded with facts. She gripped her head for a moment “how do I know this place?” she whispered under her breath and blinked a few times. She looked around and then took in a deep quick breath before letting it escape her.
Her eyes adjusted to the area as she frowned, how did Turasho know this place, was it a good memory or a bad one, because she didn’t know it so she guessed it was Turasho who knew it and seeing she’d just seen his entire past, or bits of it was currently confusing her in her own world and her own memorises. She looked at a bush and then looked over it hearing someone and blinked.
“Turasho?” she thought her head turning to the side. She watched him and folded her arms a little and smiled. She was glad he didn’t know she was there, or least she thought he thought she wasn’t there.
She wasn’t sure if she should show herself though she could not believe the things she heard him saying but then again she wasn’t suppose to hear this was she. He must have been in so much pain, why was he doubting himself, he had no reason to doubt himself, with all he had been through, was going through and would he should not doubt himself.
Ana bit her lip and then walked over “Turasho?” she asked quietly her arms folded behind her. She wasn’t sure what she’d do if he ran, maybe form a shield around him to make him stop or she’d just watch before she left. But she just watched him.
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Re: A different view « Reply #499 on Jun 3, 2009, 12:03am »
Turasho felt another sharp breeze. It went right through him, making him more cold than he was earlier. The wind was like a needle, a constant reminder, ugh. He hated this place. He used to love it, it's beautiful house and cherry blossom trees. But when the Shinigami attacked, the house was destroyed and the trees burned down.
It was a grave for too many people. And a grave for Turasho's faults. He didn't notice Ana for awhile 'till she made a step and the sound of her feet was obvious. He didn't react until she said his name. He sighed, " you've been there the entire time haven't you?" he asked.
He didn't let her answer he just turned and took a step forward, he sighed. " Is it alright if I hug you?" he asked softly, his voice very mellow, he was calm. " If not that's fine..."
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Re: A different view « Reply #500 on Jun 3, 2009, 12:22am »
Ana watched him and then smiled a little. It was good to just see him again, even though it was a strange situation it was nice to seem him, she’d be happy to see anyone she knew, well any friendly person she knew. But seeing him, just watching him his body, his facial expression, seeing his hair, it was so… almost relaxing.
She had no time to answer him, she’d just looked away a little and down, what was she suppose to say. ‘yea I was a nosey parker, I listened’ fact was she probably would have said that. She quickly looked back to him seeing him take a step forward but he stopped. A sad look crossed her face at his question before she smiled again. Since when did someone have to ask for a hug?
“You don’t have to ask you know.” She said and then walked over to him, it seemed normal, at normal speed, though she was almost running she just seemed to be walking before her arms wrapped around him and she rested her head on his chest. Of course he could hug her, so long as she could hug him.
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Re: A different view « Reply #501 on Jun 3, 2009, 12:36am »
Turasho seemed a bit surprised when Ana told him he didn't need to ask. He then smiled, it was soft, a small smile. He knew this was their first big argument, but you can't have a rainbow without some rain. Right? Well I guess you could call this Turasho and Ana's 'rain'.
“You don’t have to ask you know.” It rang in his head like a bell. It was so... Ana... something she would say. And that's one of the billion reasons he loved her. When Ana hit him he took a step back, Ana might have thought she was walking, but she wasn't. She hugged him, his small smile grew into a grin. He crossed his eyes, a warmth fell over him, like all the pain that came with this trip was gone.
He wrapped his arms around her and regained his balance. He buried his head into her shoulder. " I love you..." those few short words, they were small, but echoing behind them were all the reasons he loved her...
your smart, your cute, and your hair is beautiful, your smile sparks fires inside me and your funny, your talented, you speak your mind, your not afraid to get dirty, you save me from the bad guys, you never give up, your stubborn, you don't get jealous, you love me for what I am, you care, you have gorgeous eyes, you don't flirt with me all the time, you don't mind that I'm a Bounto, you don't care if I'm clumsy, you don't care how i dress, your kind, you'd be a great mom, your amazing at everything, you play piano, you know how to have fun, you don't judge people. And you love me, even if you really hate cats...
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Re: A different view « Reply #502 on Jun 3, 2009, 4:58am »
Ana smiled a little as she held onto Turasho. She liked being near him, having him around, and though she had hated it not the long ago it was like that rage was gone. She’d felt him fall backwards or well take a step back and she’d just held onto him tighter. If he fell so would she, when he rose so would she, hopefully. Up and down, falling and rising, one struggle after the other, every bad thing passing by until something good came from it all.
“I love you…”
It ran in her mind, sang softly before shouting and she closed her eyes. He loved her, she was not sure why but he did and that was beyond anything. She could not think of anything to say to him, there was not a lot someone could say to something like that, especially when the feelings were mutual. For the moment she just enjoyed the hug, being held by his large, strong arms, his hands holding her in safety and sure he was cold but that was him. The thought of him getting the flew crossed her mind, but how did a Bounto get the flew, it was not a pressing matter anyway.
She moved her head to the side as her ear rested on his chest. She didn’t mean to listen to his heart beat but she could hear it, it was soothing, as fast as his heart beat was it was nice, calm. Her smile grew a little “And I love you Turasho.” It was all she could think of, she could not capture her feelings any other way, no matter what language it was or would be there was no word or phrase that could express how much she loved Turasho. Her heart belonged to him, it beat for him it ached when he did, when he was hurt, when he hurt her, it beat faster when he was happy, when he was around. It was his heart now, not hers.
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Re: A different view « Reply #503 on Jun 3, 2009, 9:27pm »
Turasho smiled when she returned his feelings. He lifted his head to let out a breath, it might have been a relived sigh, or just a happy sigh. He knew she was listening to his heartbeat even though it was ten times faster than a humans. Another chill wind blew by and he buried his head back into her shoulder. Though it was a strain to lean down to hug her, he wasn't regretting it.
He smiled, " it's kinda cold... you want to walk back? " he asked, pulling his head up and looking at her, running one hand through her red hair. He smiled again, he was happy they were not fighting anymore. He just hated fighting with anybody, he was just a peaceful kinda person. He kissed the top of her head before chuckling, " I don't know which I love more, your hair or your eyes. Both are stunning..." he said softly. Geez, call Turasho the 'romantic type.' For some reason he was just naturally romantic...
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Re: A different view « Reply #504 on Jun 3, 2009, 9:45pm »
Ana didn’t mind the breeze, in fact the breeze and Turasho’s rhythmic heart beat were just making her more sleepy. She quickly opened her eyes and blinked several times before she smiled a little. Oh how she could make a comment to the fact Turasho thought it was kinda cold, was his own fault for taking off his shirt. She smiled to herself keeping her thoughts in her head and then looked up to him she was very tempted to say it to him but she didn’t.
She liked it when he ran his hand through her hair, she always had. Probably because her sisters were always trying their new hair styles on her but she got them back, she’d just have to keep Turasho’s hair away from her sisters hands or his lovely hair would turn frizzy or pink or who knew what.
Ana’s cheeks suddenly turned pink before she looked down only to be looking at his chest, ah curse it. Turasho being romantic, him having such a good looking muscular body… she had to fall for the best guy didn’t she. She might have giggled but she was not one of those types of girls. She looked back up to him, she personally like her hair more than her eyes, but when she looked at Turasho it was his eyes that held her. They just sparked; they were rich in colour and had such emotion, that’s what it was like for her.
She nodded. It’s not like she could fly back, she had to walk, that was ok, she liked to walk. She looked over him and blinked, which way was she suppose to go, well they were suppose to go. Turasho would know so she wouldn’t get lost.
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Re: A different view « Reply #505 on Jun 5, 2009, 12:17am »
Turasho smiled and took Ana's hand. He started to walk but before they got out of site of the burned-down house he turned and looked at it. His face full of emotions, even though he didn't understand emotions, one was plastered all over his face.
Sadness. He looked very... sad... miserable. Like a puppy caught in the rain. He sighed, " I guess I'm not coming back here for awhile..." he said and then turned away and started to walk away from everything that haunted him. All his fears were locked up in those ashes behind him. All his pain and suffering, he was walking away from it all.
" lets get the hell away from here..." he said, his voice tinted with a soft pain. He smiled and squeezed Ana's hand for a second, just to let her know he was okay.
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Re: A different view « Reply #506 on Jun 5, 2009, 12:40am »
Ana looked to Turasho and then started to walk before looking over her shoulder, wondering what had been here, she didn’t want to tap into the things she had seen, Turasho’s past, she just… she didn’t want to see it all again, not yet at least. She looked back to him and frowned a little before making a face, her sister would have laughed at it but it soon vanished.
Her eyes drifted onto the scene again, she could guess, but his reaction, his expression, his voice, something bad had happened here. Something big. But she didn’t want to ask.
She nodded at him, she did want to get away from the place that was for sure. Her eyes looked to their hands as he squeezed hers, she thought maybe it would have hurt, but nothing, just a small sting and then nothing. “I’m with you there…” she said and looked up to his and smiled a little, so long as he was going to be ok, it would all be good. “but… am… which way do we have to go… I’m a girl so my sense of direction, well its not as high as guys.” She would have said otherwise, she had a good sense of direction but right now she had none.
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Re: A different view « Reply #507 on Jun 5, 2009, 9:54pm »
Turasho smiled and started to walk her back to the tea shop. He chuckled, " Gender has nothing to do with a persons ability to find their way around places..." he said, " it's all about knowing the place well enough to get around..." he said and smiled.
He sighed, they walked through the streets and back into the garden. When they to to the patio he smiled, " are we going to try and to to bed? Or am I sleeping solo?" he asked, very casually.
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Re: A different view « Reply #508 on Jun 6, 2009, 12:25am »
Ana blinked, as if man, he should tell that to her Aunty and Brother, because they thought girls had no direction what so ever even if they knew their way around… and her aunty hardly ever got lost so Ana didn’t see how that worked, she just smiled instead.
Ana looked to Turasho and blinked before frowning a little at him, she should slap him across the back of the head for saying that. “Hm… good question” she said and smiled “So long as you don’t steal all the blanket I don’t see any problem.” She said smiling. It was probably the other way, Rose was always rugged up in her blanket at home, like she was in a cacoon. She kissed Turasho on the cheek just to let him know he didn't have to sleep solo. She paused and then looked to him again "Or do you plan on sleeping solo?" she asked him.
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