Who i am, hates who ive been (open)

[Kurosaki Ichigo]

''Maybe im just trying to take the easy way out of this...by going back here...i didnt even know myself why i came here until now'' he said then moved his eyes onto Ana as she told him her door was open if he needed her. He smiled but only just passing for a smile, before sighing as he took his hands out of his pockets ''Im pretty sure you've offered that before...actually many times Ana...i know, you want to hear me tell you what im really thinking, i'll be fine trust me'' he said to her. ''But thanks anyway, i appreciate it'' he said before he folded his arms in front of him. There were many things he should say to her but he didnt he suffered in silence as it were but he didnt mind it that way.

Though what Ana asked next made Ichigo look at her in surprise, he had never even asked himself that question, if he liked being like this, being a part of those guys over there. Ichigo frowned as he got lost in his own thoughts forgetting to even respond to that question. But when he thought about it, no he didnt like it at all because it reminded him of his hollow. ''...No, i dont'' he began and then rested his head on the wall behind him. ''Maybe i came here to see what it could of been like...'' he said almost to himself before he looked back down to Ana he listened to her explain how they should stick together despite anyone getting into trouble, he just watched her and then looked away thinking, more thoughts proccesing in his mind.

Her solution to the problem didnt seem half that bad, he needed to be somewhere in isolation where no one would think of looking for him, it meant he had to stay away from his house being the most obvious place for him to be. He looked at Ana as she suggested Turasho's old penthouse, he had been there before and true no one would think he'd be there. Ichigo leaned off the wall and nodded ''But i want to go see my family first ok?'' he said before Gorou had interupted.

Ichigo had very bluntly told him where to stick his orders and he disagreed with Gorou's commands. Gorou frowned at him ''I cant stay here anymore'' Ichigo said to him only for Gorou to look raged ''You cant bail out on us now! not when Yoko could win agasint us!'' he demanded as he grabbed Ichigo's arm to stop him from leaving. Ichigo looked down to his arm being siezed before he looked back up at him.

[Shoshi Ana]

Ana made a face oh yea she knew that much already though she offered him a place anyway, hell he didn’t even have to talk, he could just look out the window if he wanted to, she didn’t care so long as he didn’t keep this all up, it was not Ichigo, how was she going to make him realise that. Ana just nodded her head, would sound about right really, knowing Ana, was a common offer of hers she just smiled a little and shrugged her shoulders.

Of course Ana had to know if he was happy, if this is who he wanted to be and all she got was silence so she just watched him with a blank expression before nodding her head at him “And you don’t like it” she said quietly more to herself. She hoped Ichigo would open his eyes before it was too late, no doubt she wasn’t going to give up on him though so she quickly came up with a possible solution which she thought was pretty smart. Ana smiled and nodded her head again “Okies” at least Isshin could see for himself that his son was doing ok, but her eyes looked over to the guy.

Ana smiled to herself, he was doing ok but still seemed to be a bit… well not the tough Ichigo she knew. She looked over to Gorou, who was this Yoko and why was he so threatening to them all. Her eyes looked down seeing him grab Ichigo and she formed her hands into fists “Let him go right this instant!” she said and looked at Gorou frowning at him and took a step forwards. She had to think quickly and of course what she said was the stupidest thing ever but she said it none the less “Ichigo Kurosaki is part of the Shinigami Gang and as leader of such a gang I demand to let him go right this instant or things could get very ugly for you” she snapped.

[Kurosaki Ichigo]

''Chill the hell out out will ya!!'' Ichigo snapped at Gorou after seeing his arm being grabbed. ''You cant keep me here!'' he added. ''Watch me!'' Gorou replied. ''You are already too involved in this to back out now you dont get get to walk away from this'' he said. Ichigo sighed a little, suddenly tihs guy seemed a little on edge as if he was suddenly turning from being calm and collected into someone who lost it at the slightest thing.

Ichigo looked to Ana as she warned Gorou to let go, he only looked at Ana and sneered ''Who the heck are you anyway!'' Gorou lashed out at her. ''You shouldnt interfere in stuff you dont know about!'' he yelled again only for Ichigo interupt him quickly. ''Dont take it out on her jackass!, you should be focusing on getting those guys out of the fight'' Ichigo snapped. Ichigo however looked at Ana hearing what she had said, about him being with a 'shinigami gang'

Gorou laughed a little ''Never heard of that gang...Ichigo wouldnt be a part of such a group...'' he smirked. Ichigo sighed ''No, she's right i am..'' he suddenly said. ''Thats why im not staying round here...'' he added. Gorou looked at Ichigo with a frown as if unsure wheather to beleive him or not. There was the sudden sounds of more smashing glass from round the corner and some cry's for help. Gorou looked over ''Thats sounds like...'' he began and then let go of Ichigo and walked round the corner to see one of his own memebers lying on the floor while the others surrounded him. Ichigo releucatantly followed to see someone was injuried.

[Shoshi Ana]

This Gorou dude was very annoying, Ana could just picture him as one of those toy monkeys clashing away, she smirked a little trying not to laugh at her own thought simply kept it to herself before she got yelled at and made a serious face. No one spoke to her like that “Don’t you talk to me like that you bug!” Ana yelled back at him before she went quiet, she knew nothing about any of this really but that didn’t matter, right, she could still get Ichigo away from these guys safe and sound, right?

Ana made a small face at him, ah the dude didn’t believe her, right maybe she should try make him believe her, get in touch with her darker more aggressive side or whatever it is you need to be a gangster. She folded her arms and nodded at Ichigo’s words. But her stance did not last long as she looked over hearing glass shatter and yelling and someone calling for help… it was all very confusing but she had to admit these guys were pissing her off, how did Ichigo stay so… well no yelling around them?

Ana tilted her head a little when she watched Gorou walking away before Ichigo followed him. She folded her hands behind her back and followed them both before she looked down between them to see someone injured. Right that was it. She took in a deep breath and narrowed her eyes down “Right that’s it!” Ana yelled looking up to them before she rounded on Gorou, she said she was the leader of a gang right so now she had to really act tough and she’d watched a few gang movies before and was sure she could pull this.

Her body turned to face Gorou as she grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him against the nearest thing she could find “Listen up, first off never yell at me” she said as dark clouds seemed to form around her “And secondly Ichigo Kurosaki is coming with me and if you try to stop him or me I will rip your spine out from your throat, got it!” she said with her voice getting deeper and walked then turned on the spot had hands in fist after letting Gorou go and looked to the others “Now as for you lot you should all know better! I thought I told you to apologise to the person who owns the house and get lots… but clearly you don’t listen” she snapped and looked up her hair flying a little “Now you’ve pissed me off by hurting someone and you should never piss off the leader of the Shinigami gang.”

She stood up tall and looked over them all before pointing her finger “Which one of you punks is Yoko!” she yelled before she watched them closely and when Yoko made himself know Ana turned on him and walked over before she hit him in the middle of his chest with the palm of her hand, enough to wind him and have him come down to her level “I’ve heard just about enough of you and your pathetic gang buster” she said and looked up to Yoko watching his eyes as she narrowed hers down more. She had no idea if she was pulling this off or if she just looked stupid.

[Kurosaki Ichigo]

Ichigo looked at Ana seeing her smirk and trying not to laugh, he guessed she was making up something funny for Gorou in her mind. But Ichigo's attention was swapped back onto him as Ana told him not to speak to her the way he had. ''I dont care!!'' Gorou snapped at her only for him to of then heard all the noice that lead him to go back to the fight seeing the injured person. Ichigo had followed and could spot who it was, he was that guy who always seemed like he was putting up a bit front all the time.

''Shit'' Ichigo cursed before he run towards the crowd shoving some out of the way so he could get to the guy. Once he reached him it was a shock to see the injury he had, there was alot of blood considering. Ichigo wasted no time and looked round to the crowding gang ''Back off!'' Ichigo told them before he crouched down beside the injured guy trying to get a look at the wound he had. ''He's going to live aint he, Ichigo?'' came Gorou's voice. Ichigo looked up seeing him there and watched as he knelt down the opposite side. ''What do you think!?'' Ichigo said to him before he stood up and looked to someone in the crowd no one paticular just the nearest one Ichigo could find. ''You!'' Ichigo began. ''Gimme your jacket'' he said to one guy who frowned. ''Why?'' the guy said. ''Because he'll die stupid!'' Ichigo suddenly said as he grabbed the guy by his collar. Gorou looked up with shock hearing Ichigo. ''What!? oh no he's not! i still need him'' Gorou said. Ichigo had managed to get the jacket off the guy, he tore it so he could use it like a bandage and he put it onto the guy's injury as he looked to Gorou. ''You still need him? i aint saving this guy's sorry ass so you can put him back into a fight with Yoko again!'' Ichigo snapped.

Gorou was then grabbed by Ana and she had pretty much put him in his place. ''Get lost!'' he said to Ana ''Ichigo Kurosaki is going nowhere!'' he said and was then let go of before Ana turned on the others. They all looked a little confused as to what the shinigami gang were, they didnt know if they were a new gang around and if they should be fearful of them. Yoko then spoke up when she asked which one was him and she had knocked the life out of him when she brought him down to her level and gave him a telling off. Ichigo watched Ana in surprise, she impressed him, seeing her put each of them in their place and still have control of the situation but he looked back down to the guy trying to stop the bleeding so he didnt pass out or worse die. Ichigo looked to Gorou seeing he was in a rage again, but he didnt look so good, he looked menacing as he watched Ana. Ichigo didnt like that look he had, Gorou suddenly stood up tightening his grip on the baseball bat he still had in his other hand. ''Gorou!!, dont you even dare!'' Ichigo said darkly to him but he only got a glance from Gorou before he started walking forwards. ''Shit'' Ichigo said and looked to one guy in the crowd ''Hold that there do not leave his side!'' Ichigo said to one guy as he stood up and went after Gorou who was going to attack Ana while she wasnt looking. ''Ana!!'' Ichigo warned her.

[Shoshi Ana]

It was an interesting thought as to what would happen if Ana just punched this guy in the face, he was very annoying and pissing her off but she didn’t think that was the best course of action and so for the moment she was just focussing on her speech than her actions and trying to see if she could get this gang thing all down packed.

As they rounded the corner she watched as Ichigo rushed over to help the guy and couldn’t help but smile to herself, yea there was the Ichigo she knew! She noticed his injuring and frowned a little, how the hell had they managed that. So While Ichigo attended to him Ana rounded on Gorou, was about time she taught this guy a lesson as she grabbed him and yelled at him, how could this guy be so heartless. All he cared about was his gang and the guy being ok so he could use him again. Oh that really tipped her over the edge. She glared at him before yelling at him, she’d no doubt come back to this guy, Ichigo was going to do whatever he wanted and she wasn’t going to let this guy get his hands on Ichigo again.

She then turned on Yoko “If I find out you are responsible for injuring this man you better hope I never get my hands on you” Ana said to Yoko and grabbed his collar pulling him towards her more so her forehead was almost touching his “Now if you’re smart you’ll run and never show your face around here again, got it” she said through clenched teeth. Of course she didn’t know Gorou was coming for her, she hadn’t even heard Ichigo talking to him until she heard her name being called out and she looked up and over her shoulder before she pushed Yoko away from her.

Ok it seemed like violence was the way to deal with the situation here and she’d been trying so hard not to do that. She stood tall and narrowed her eyes at Gorou assessing him for a moment before she moved as quickly as she could from Gorou stepping aside and ducked letting her foot out to trip Gorou over, it was very quickly as she could feel the motion of Gorou’s attack go over her, that was way too close she had to keep her eyes opened more especially if she had a fight coming her way. She was still tempted to avoid hitting him for the moment but no doubt she’d have to soon.

“Ichigo!” Ana said glancing over to Ichigo “As your leader I want you to take that man to the clinic… if any of these punks try to follow you I’ll deal with them until you come back” she said as she looked to them all and narrowed her eyes on them. Of course she was trying this gang leader thing, it was very hard. She also knew that the guy did not deserve to die at all and he should be saved, Ichigo had always been good at that and from what see had seen the guy had been losing a lot of blood.

She turned to face Gorou “If you think because I am a girl that I cannot defend myself you are surely mistaken, but you want to fight… so bring it” she said her hands by her side. Frankly she was unsure if Ichigo would take the guy to the clinic but the kid should be ok if Ichigo was able to help him.

[Kurosaki Ichigo]

Yoko had just looked at Ana with a small smirk as she hoped to not find out it was him who was responsible for injury the guy. Yoko cluctched onto a broken glass bottle that happened to be bloodstained. Yeah it was now clear it was him responsible. Yoko tossed the bottle aside and it smashed agasint a wall. ''Maybe it was me'' he said to her. ''No chance in hell are we leaving this...were winning and now because there's one down we leave? i dont think so'' Yoko said before she had released him and then turned as Gorou attacked her.

Gorou hadnt expected her to step aside and duck, he swung at her but missed and tripped, stumbling over before he got to his feet quickly. He stood there glaring at Ana ''You shouldnt be here! and now im gonna kick ya ass!!'' he yelled at her. Ichigo had stopped in his tracks seeing Ana had it covered and she had avoided Gorou, but he still couldnt beleive he would actually attack Ana just like that. Ichigo suddenly heard Ana call him and he frowned, he looked a little annoyed when she instructed him to take the inured guy to the clinic as her being his leader. ''Who made you boss of me...'' he began but he paused knowing what she was getting at but still it now meant he had to take her orders once again for the sake of getting out here he'd do it for now. ''Right'' Ichigo said and nodded to her though he didnt sound entusiastic about it, it was more of sarcastic tone though he didnt mean to be. Ichigo looked over his shoulder to the guy still on the floor it now clear he had been stabbed by a glass bottle it was obvious he needed medical attention and quickly.

Ichigo turned round and was about to walk towards the guy when Gorou's baseball bat appeared in front of him like a barrier. Ichigo looked beside him seeing Gorou looking pretty insane really. ''You think i'll allow you to take him to a hospital? its my neck on the line if officials get involved! police will know whats really happened and this place will get raided, sorry cant let you do that Ichigo'' he said to him. Ichigo glared ''Screw officials! i dont care if they raid this place, that guy is gonna die if you dont get him to a place where they know what they are doing'' he snapped at Gorou before he pushed the bat out of his face and continued to walk towards the guy on the floor. Gorou ran after Ichigo ''Dont make this into a situation where i have to kill you Ichigo!'' Gorou suddenly said. Ichigo turned quickly grabbing Gorou by the collar ''Dont you even go there!! i will kick your ass quicker than you can blink!'' he told Gorou before he looked over to Ana. ''Besides, i think a girl can beat you just fine'' he said then nodded to Ana as if telling her to go ahead and attack him anyway. Ichigo shoved Gorou back as he let go of him and walked off to see to the guy.

Gorou looked at Ichigo walking off and clenched his fist, he could hear Ana telling him to bring it on and not to underestimate her because of her gender. ''Shut up!'' he told her as he looked over his shoulder ''Cant allow you to take that guy from here'' he said to her and then looked back in front of him seeing Ichigo was going to escort the guy out from here. All the memebers standing nearby looked shocked knowing that they would go down too if Ichigo took this to all to emergency services. Gorou nodded to them all and they all tried to stop Ichigo from getting anywhere. Gorou walked towards them and stopped in front of Ichigo. ''Get that guy inside'' he began pointing to the house that they all lodged in. ''Your father's a doctor right...you should know a thing or two about medical stuff...you look after him and get your dad to come out here...got that!'' he told Ichigo.

[Shoshi Ana]

Ana frowned at Yoko, why did guys like this think they were all that, they acted tough and walked tall but they were just very small people with too many self-esteem issues really. She made a small face and let him go; yea words just wouldn’t work on these guys would it. She ducked Gorou’s attack and frowned at his words “Ah stop being such a baby and I would really like to see you try” she said rolling her eyes and little before she turned to Ichigo.

When he talked back to her she raised an eyebrow well so much for him going along with this, she placed her hands on her hips… of course it was not an exactly planned plan. In fact this day had gone wrong in so many ways, she’d only thought to step one which was find Ichigo, she had not thought past that and now look at the situation. When he however said ‘right’ she nodded and smiled a little before she looked over to the others, now were any of these followers stupid enough to follow their leaders actions?

She assumed Ichigo was on his way to the hospital when she heard Gorou going off at Ichigo and she sighed. When he threatened Ichigo she picked a rock up by her feet and threw it at the back of Gorou’s head and smiled a little when Ichigo snapped back to him, yea tell him off! Ana smirked and nodded to Ichigo before looking to Gorou, Ana reckoned she could take him on just fine, she was trying not to laugh as she chewed her bottom lip a little and tapped her foot on the ground slightly.

Ana swore if that guy told her to shut up once more she’d knock his lights out. Well at least she knew where Ichigo got his big mouth from. She watched the guys walk closer to Ichigo “Don’t you get it… if that guy dies you are all up for murder! Doesn’t matter who did it you’re all going down. Do you want to spend 10 to what 40 years in a prison and watch your lives pass by because you were following some guys orders rather than doing the right thing for once!” she snapped at them all, maybe she could try get through to them before she looked to Gorou.

“You are so stupid. Ichigo can’t watch the guy and get his father, it’s one or the other… and trust me you don’t want his father here… no offence” she said looking to Ichigo “Ichigo doesn’t flow your orders anyway!” she snapped back at him. She looked over to Ichigo “Do what you think is right Ichigo, that’s what we are about remember. And you!” she snapped to Gorou “Tell me to shut up once more and you’re learn why I’m a gang leader” she said pointing her finger at Gorou.

[Kurosaki Ichigo]

Ichigo looked shocked at hearing Gorou's request, was he crazy! he was talking as if Ichigo knew all there was about medical stuff. ''Hey im no doctor, relying on the fact my dad run's a clinic aint enough to save lives dumbass!'' he snapped back. ''You think i can keep his bleeding under control with the wound he's got your mistaken!'' he added. ''You'll do it if you want to leave this place!!'' Gorou said to Ichigo. ''You wanna leave here dont you'' he said again. Ichigo looked away from Gorou and then looked over to Ana and then down to the guy practically half dead, turning pale and losing his mind by the sounds of it.

Gorou had recived a rock to the head it jolted him forwards a little from the force, he looked over at her quickly. ''Do that again i'll beat you!!'' he said to her. Though he frowned once she warned him about how all of them would get sent down despite anything they do from here. ''She's right'' Gorou began and he turned back to Ichigo. ''You save this guy and then we will say nothing more about it, you dont even have to be a part of this gang anymore, lets this be the end of it then all of us get away'' he said to him. Ichigo just glared at him still not agreeing to anything just yet. Gorou nodded as Ana told him he couldnt have Ichigo watch over the guy and get his dad at the same time. ''Call him, Ichigo!'' he said to him. Ichigo looked down avoiding to even look at Gorou.

He had only been here for all of a couple of days at first nothing happened, everyone was catching up until Yoko came in and started up all the violence again and now a guy was dying. ''I can always set a few guys to kill that mouthy chick over there, will shut her up then'' he said only for Ichigo to look at him quickly. ''Just shut your mouth!'' Ichigo began he looked at Ana as she told him to do what he thought was right he nodded to her but felt he should apologise for getting her all in this mess. He then looked to Gorou ''I'll do it...but not for you! for the guy who's dying...ok then im gonna need some stuff'' he said. ''Go get something to soak up the blood...i might need to get the glass out of him'' he said. Gorou smirked and nodded ''Good...gimme your phone, i'll call your dad for you'' he said. Ichigo sighed and reached into a pocket and tossed his phone over to Gorou who caught it and then turned round he looked to Ana hearing her say she would flip if he told her to shut up again. ''No, i have a better idea, make yourself useful and assist Ichigo...'' he smiled. All the gang memebers watched on all not sure what to beleive.

Ichigo sighed at them ''Dont just stand there!'' he began and one guy stepped forwards ''Here, Ichigo'' he said handing his jacket so he could swap it over the one that was already full of blood. Ichigo looked at him and raised an eyebrow, at least one guy wanted to help. ''Thanks'' he said taking it.

[Shoshi Ana]

Ana watched all this going on. It was rather interesting to see how some people handled their lives, how people expected someone to act and what to do. Ichigo however stood up for himself and the wounded guy, gave it right back to Gorou’s which was nice, the dude deserved it for sure. And then Gorou told Ichigo what to do again which sparked another rage in her. She folded her arms before she threw the rock at Gorou’s head.

She raised an eyebrow “Then stop telling Ichigo what to do!” she said before making it clear they were all going down and frowned at them all, they’d either realise it or they wouldn’t. It was time they did though, this was not living, you died out here and you died young. Of course Gorou made her sigh again and she walked forwards, the chance of saving the guy out here Ana did not see it, but it could be possible she guessed if people would help out a bit and not stand around stumped.

Of course when Gorou said he’d get some guys to kill her she frowned and threw the other rock she had at him before watching the guys standing around and clapped her hands in ones face, so far only one ended up walking over to Ichigo to help him “You… go inside and get some water” she said the guy before her and gave him a look before turning to the guy beside him “You towels now and a first aid kit” she said clapping her hands a few times “Come on or your friends death is on your heads!” she added before looking over to Ichigo and nodded her head.

She looked to Gorou “Are you going to call Ichigo’s father or should I be the man and do it for you!” she snapped at him folding her arms walking over to him wondering what he was doing exactly, if he didn’t help then she’d do something, she didn’t know what but she’d do something.